*hugs* I'm really sorry. ;__; I know that I don't know anything about the situation, but... I think it's really good that you realized that this wasn't what you wanted, you know? It's not selfish to move on if you need to move on. *nods*

Also, I'd really, really like to read the TxN. *nodnod* Please? ^^

(Also, in case you didn't see yet, check Nagayan's blog for something that might cheer you up a little. ^_^)

*hugs again* I hope you're feeling better soon.