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[rensahannou]

Two nights ago I broke up with my boyfriend of two-and-a-half years. Feel free to check my other journal, miraikaede, for me being emo about it. It sucks that the only person I really have to talk to about these things is the person I just broke up with.

In other, happier news, I finally got around to watching the first episodes of Princess Princess and Princess Princess D that I've had sitting on my computer forever. I think the highlight of the whole experience was Adachi. I still can't figure out why I like the kid, but whatever. Anyway, I will definitely be getting the rest of both series.

I wrote a short TutixNagayan drabble/ficlet/whatever last night, but it didn't turn out at all like I wanted. Maybe depression affects my writing abilities. Or I was right about wanting to avoid writing TxN because I figured I wouldn't be any good at it. *shrug*

Wow, I really hate being unhappy. And having no one to talk to.

Comments

[analineblue.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm really sorry. ;__; I know that I don't know anything about the situation, but... I think it's really good that you realized that this wasn't what you wanted, you know? It's not selfish to move on if you need to move on. *nods*

Also, I'd really, really like to read the TxN. *nodnod* Please? ^^

(Also, in case you didn't see yet, check Nagayan's blog for something that might cheer you up a little. ^_^)

*hugs again* I hope you're feeling better soon.

[rensahannou.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Thanks. :) The sadness kind of comes and goes, but overall I think I'm okay. I just have to think about happy things!

...Like those blog pictures. I hadn't seen those yet, thanks for pointing them out~ ♥ (And wow, Tuti looks good in that pic on Nagayan's blog...*stares*)

And if you insist...I'll post the drabble-thing later today (it's on my computer, which I don't currently have Internet access on). But I'm warning you, it really isn't very good.

...*stares at the picture some more* Nagayan's really cute there, too. And he looks so happy...

[analineblue.livejournal.com]

I do insist. I really, really do. :D

And I'm glad the pics cheered you up a little. ^__^ Distraction is always good. *nods* Speaking of which... Did you see Souta's blog? *__* Nagayan is so completely adorable, I can't stand it. *melts* ♥

...I really can't wait for the drabble. ^_^

[rensahannou.livejournal.com]

Okay, drabble-ficlet-thing is up. Hope you're not disappointed. ♥

And yeah, I saw someone else (KY?) mention Souta's blog, so I checked it. He was rather intent on his cell phone, wasn't he? ♥ (I was also quite amused by the previous entry, with the "Sota Note." *giggle*)

[analineblue.livejournal.com]

Oh, I definitely was not disappointed. ♥ In fact, you're probably going to get sick of me begging you to write more some time very very soon. *_____* Because I LOVED that ficlet. Seriously. XD And I want more. Please??? *begs* XD XD

Guh, yes, Nagayan... ♥ And I loved that Sota Note too! It made me smile that he posted a picture of something a fan sent. XD XD

[rensahannou.livejournal.com]

I think any more TxN stuff will have to wait till I've at least finished the two GP fics I'm working on...but I have had an idea for a while for something that would be quite a bit longer, and I'm sure I'll get around to writing it eventually. :)

(Oh, and I don't think I would ever actually "get sick" of someone saying they like my writing. ;) )

A fan sent him that? Heehee, that's great! I was wondering where it came from, but I didn't feel like trying to decipher the entry. ♥

[analineblue.livejournal.com]

Longer fics are good. *___* I actually have an idea for a longer one too that I'm hoping to get around to working on... XD

And hmmm, yeah, I think that's what the entry said, that it was fan-made. I'm not 100% sure, but... ^_~